Maybe it's me. Probably is.

...any another thing, why is it so fucking difficult to actually find a person who I can trust 100%?  A true "friend" I guess?  Every time I think I have, I'm wrong.  I just want that best friend who is like my other half.  The person I talk to every single day, who tells me when Im wrong or has my back when I'm right.  Maybe it's me. Probably is.