Cliff's mom want's me to go get a mani-pedi with her today, but I'm just not feeling up to it, as much as I'd love to. Instead, I will stay here and cry and whine to myself and watch Dr. Phil all day. Cliff just called and wanted to run down his entire workday to me, but when I start complaining about how I feel, he decides he's gotta go back to work and will call me after he gets off. Everyone kinda does that to me. I guess they are all just tired of hearing me whine all the time. I must admit, I am definitely I whiner! I'm thinking of having a "Friday Dinner" with friends like we used to do, but I don't know how I will feel come Friday, so we will see. I DON'T want to drive to bike week next week, but I feel like I have to so that a friend and her daughter doesn't have to drive. I always get myself into these situations. I haven't really rode the bike at all this summer and this would be my chance, but I'll probably drive because I always put others ahead of myself. I need to get stronger. I think I may need a psychiatrist, seriously. Secretly. I wouldn't want anyone to know.
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