Well my day started off good.

Well my day started off good. The sun is shining I slept until 1030 and I feel pretty good. Chatted with Dee Dee on Facebook for a while. Then aunt Debbie called me. She wanted to ask me about sweaters for Kate and to let me know that Elva is in. Then she starts in on Dee Dee. Now my heart is beating fast and anxiety is creeping up on me. She complains that Dee Dee is treating her husband bad and ignoring him but her husband hasn't even looked deedees way. Now that he's a national officer she thinks everyone should bow down to him. Well that is not going to happen. Most people in the foundation think it's a big joke. Now I'm worried about Ocean City room reservations. Originally I was so pissed off at Phil and Sandy that I asked Tubby to room with us and then later Cliff told me that wasn't right and that we already promised Phil and Sandy. So then I had to tell Tubby that we are not rooming with them and I felt like total shit, still feel like total shit. So Dee Dee asks Telby to room with them and then last night signs up with Funnel and Stang. Absolutely the wrong thing to do and now I feel like total shit because Tubby is lost in the wind somewhere with nobody to room with. Sometimes I feel like fuck it all and sitting on this couch crocheting my life away without anybody else.